I am prepared to admit I have a problem. A serious problem. A problem I never imagined I would ever have. What is it you wonder? It is an addiction. It is an addiction to something I never thought I could be addicted to. Should I share something so private? I suppose that everyone that reads this blog are invited souls that already pretty much accepts me as I am.
Hello, My name is Janet. I have an addiction. I am addicted to PUERTO RICO!
I wanna go back in the worst way and be there longer than a couple weeks. My brain is working overtime scheming how to get back. The culture is amazing. The history rich. The land phenomenal. The water is alive. There is so much I want to learn about it.
I usually accomplish my goals. But this is crazy even for me. This is a step out there. It is over a thousand miles away. Not to mention it is basically another freaking country despite being a commonwealth of the United States. Must think further about this. Must think how I can satisfy this need and desire. Must think why and where I'm being led. What am I being told? What am I suppose to do? This is more than a lackadaisical I want to go there for vacation. This is an impulse. It feels like something inside me has been found that I never knew was there. I've been asking the Gods where my path is and am I following it. Lots of meditating on it. I need to think.
Puerto Rico or bust!
Hello, My name is Janet. I have an addiction. I am addicted to PUERTO RICO!
I wanna go back in the worst way and be there longer than a couple weeks. My brain is working overtime scheming how to get back. The culture is amazing. The history rich. The land phenomenal. The water is alive. There is so much I want to learn about it.
I usually accomplish my goals. But this is crazy even for me. This is a step out there. It is over a thousand miles away. Not to mention it is basically another freaking country despite being a commonwealth of the United States. Must think further about this. Must think how I can satisfy this need and desire. Must think why and where I'm being led. What am I being told? What am I suppose to do? This is more than a lackadaisical I want to go there for vacation. This is an impulse. It feels like something inside me has been found that I never knew was there. I've been asking the Gods where my path is and am I following it. Lots of meditating on it. I need to think.
Puerto Rico or bust!
June 10, 2010
Testing my comments because no one can comment
June 10, 2010
Now I'll rewrite what I tried to post before. I have no doubt you'll find a way back to your "home away from home". I've never known someone as determined as you. And you know I'll help in any way possible.
June 12, 2010
I hope with all my heart that you make it back to your magical place...you've found the place on earth that makes you feel your 'aliveness'. Wether you ever make it back or not, just knowing of your special place, in itself, is a gift. For many ppl live their whole lives without knowing the feelings that you have experienced. I'm really happy for you.
"Puerto Rico or bust!"